_Ugly

My fingers had to move.
I had to say something other then empty nothing.
The dishwasher is driving me crazy. I do kind of miss lazy hand washing in the kitchen sink.

And Emma in our little bubble at Southport.

Suddenly people I used to love are popping out all over the place free and lovable and so god damn far away from me.

Damnit, I'm moving in beat to that bloody machine.

Mystery. I need you tonight in that spend all night just listing to music talking about nothing crying cause it's all to damn sweet my secret not so best friend. I love you always. OKay.

To the Ladies with the babies how I honor and admire you, this shoved into some kind of mummy hood is a little scary. You amaze me. Everday, mostly for being so stunning.

Timeing, thanks for saying hello Stephen. (Mystery)

I'm here, real trying to find something, maybe a marble, or a smile or some kind of clue that this is all okay.

That falling in love with me dosn't mean that nobody else is going to love me.

I miss lips damnit. I miss skin and days full of win and rope and hugs and the fucking ginger kid and the boy who I finally got to kiss me in the real world and I miss Greece and that dance with my mum and the sun and not noticing how big I've become.

The real words such a stark, stunning place full of light, joy and icecream and well I'm still in reality it no longer feels real every day.

Maybe I'll wake up to find it was just a dream.

- K

p.s What do you think ?

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